I just love

Well, it's a rare occasion that I'm writing because I feel happy :) No really, usually I write to blow off steam!

I'm alone in the house where I'm dog sitting and well, it will be like that a lot except for when I'm out working. During the day I love me my alone time. It's mostly at night when I'm sad and everything feels hopeless.

NOT TODAY. :) (#nottodaySatan)! LOL

I'm ok. I'm happy! Which is really quite miraculous. So I'm writing it down to remember the feeling. And I'm going to be that annoying person for a minute, and gush about the things that make me, for lack of a better word.... happy :) (my vocabulary is pitifully small, apparently).

1. I loveee waking up early to have coffee and Jesus time. Especially if I wake up before anyone else. No really, it's 9:45 PM as I'm writing this and I couldn't be more excited to wake up tomorrow for my java&Jesus. Love love love ;)
2. I love working. I really do. Maybe too much. Getting stuff done makes me feel alive. Although I always have to be smart and remind myself that my identify isn't found in what I do. But for real y'all, give me a to-do list and a positive attitude (which I don't always have, Lord help me some days I just give up to be honest), and OOH MAMA I just love crushing it. I will write "shower" on my list and feel pretty freaken proud even just to finish something stupid like that! Though, I work hard to care for my hair, so I feel justified ;)
3. Actually, my brain has had just about enough so, pretend I listed all of the other people and things that I love. Music, beer, thinking about things deeply, blah blah blah I'm going to bed ;)

This is the most pathetic blog post ever but, I'm writing for ME so, if y'all don't like it then BYE ;D